06 April 2009
I am now exactly where I was a month ago.
I need an actor for my FMP, so badly. I had one, who I was actually quite looking forward to working with, but yeeeeeeaaaah he wants lots of money. And I don't like him that much to be honest, so isn't getting it.
So that sucks majorly, especially at such short notice, and seeing as I can't even shoot any of it without the actor. Man. Oh well, I guess I'll spend my half term relaxing and having lulz, and then see what happens.
Shame Aarons going home, I would have liked to hang out with him. I hope we all hang out, at some point over this easter. Its kind of ridiculous that me and Dave had to promise to get drunk with each other at least twice. But really, I hardly ever see anyone outside of college. Plans always fall through, or are never made.
Who the fuck am I aiming this at you all hate me.
out.
So that sucks majorly, especially at such short notice, and seeing as I can't even shoot any of it without the actor. Man. Oh well, I guess I'll spend my half term relaxing and having lulz, and then see what happens.
Shame Aarons going home, I would have liked to hang out with him. I hope we all hang out, at some point over this easter. Its kind of ridiculous that me and Dave had to promise to get drunk with each other at least twice. But really, I hardly ever see anyone outside of college. Plans always fall through, or are never made.
Who the fuck am I aiming this at you all hate me.
out.
05 April 2009
This is it. Why am I wasting it?
If there is a God, why would it give a fuck about us? We suck, we just waste so much time. We're naturally lazy.
If something made us, it didn't go to plan.
If something made us, it didn't go to plan.
Chillout Electro
I've had a nice cleansing day. I tidied my room up, wore some clothes I hadn't worn in a while, and now I am listening to electro's finest lineup of chillout tracks. Most delightful.
Of course, as always I'm not doing this at random, I'm doing it because something scared me so much last night that I was paralysed for a good hour, not thinking about anything, just laying there, devastated. It wasn't even anything important either, it was just one of those realisations. Something obvious, but something you don't really think about until it hits you like a flash when you're sat there at 2 in the morning with scrubs re-runs on.
I dunno, I'm sure you've all had enough of my 'blah blah blah life death shit etc' moany emo rants that don't really have a point. So I won't talk about it, I just want to blog about something, you know?
I'd like to think that although I'm very angry, cynical, aggressive, moany, sarcastic, offencive, racist, sexist, biased and annoying, I try to get on with everyone, but sometimes people can just annoy even me. Just by making striking up a conversation and then making it impossible to talk to them. Just people who are socially retarded in general I hate talking to. Sounds hypocritical but even I know how conversation works, and I'm fairly easy to talk to. Right? Let me know if I am actually impossible to talk to!
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Of course, as always I'm not doing this at random, I'm doing it because something scared me so much last night that I was paralysed for a good hour, not thinking about anything, just laying there, devastated. It wasn't even anything important either, it was just one of those realisations. Something obvious, but something you don't really think about until it hits you like a flash when you're sat there at 2 in the morning with scrubs re-runs on.
I dunno, I'm sure you've all had enough of my 'blah blah blah life death shit etc' moany emo rants that don't really have a point. So I won't talk about it, I just want to blog about something, you know?
I'd like to think that although I'm very angry, cynical, aggressive, moany, sarcastic, offencive, racist, sexist, biased and annoying, I try to get on with everyone, but sometimes people can just annoy even me. Just by making striking up a conversation and then making it impossible to talk to them. Just people who are socially retarded in general I hate talking to. Sounds hypocritical but even I know how conversation works, and I'm fairly easy to talk to. Right? Let me know if I am actually impossible to talk to!
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